Panic

Dear Self,

Daaamn you are ooone stupid mother fucker. Did you not see how many pages of copies came out from the sources you oh-so-desperately thought was going to make you seem so damn cool as a graduate student? DIDN'T YOU!? Because let me tell you, *some* sources in Japanese *will* make you seem "cool." MANY will make you seem just damn foolish.

I'm (attempting) writing an annotated bibliography for all my sources, so far I have around 25 sources, and those are JUST THE JAPANESE ONES. I've spent the ENTIRE DAY JUST LOOKING UP HOW TO WRITE THEIR DAMN NAMES...

Oh, also, I ask you to prepare yourself for the amount of all-caps that's about to occur...

HOW THE DAMNEDEST FUCK DOES A LANGUAGE EXIST WHERE YOU *CAN NEVER BE FUCKING SURE HOW TO READ A GODDAMN FUCKING NAME!?!?* What the FUCK were you thinking, Japanese!?!? Please, can you have ONE FUCKING READING for 紀子!? The TEN FUCKING READINGS on jisho.org doesn't exactly help my writing process. FUCK YOU OMG FUCK YOU JAPANESE.

But I suppose I should be mad at myself, for being the IDIOT that didn't even bother to read ahead of fall quarter to already have all these damn sources annotated! God I think I'm screwed... HELP ME JEEBUS!

AND I have my meeting with my advisor on Wednesday... that oughta be fun...