Funk-ay

So apparently I'm in a funk. So has told me two people over the past week. I don't seem as genki probably as I usually am.

But that's so weird! Why on earth would I be funk-ay? I have no reason to be! As a matter of fact, I DO thoroughly enjoy the fact that I literally have no real classes and only have to wake up early (and by "early" I mean 7:30am) on Tuesdays and Thursdays to head to the gym early before my DIVING CLASS. Yeah, that's right, I TAKE DIVING. So, from my end, I'm actually as happy as happy can get, so I really don't see what these people are talking about.

Perhaps there's something lying beneath that belies my funk-ayness. The job hunt has been thoroughly frustrating, which has made a huge dent in my self-confidence. I look at my resume, then at all the job postings that they have on the internetz and I just sigh and lament my own inexperience and lack of foresight when I was an undergrad doing what I loved to do most: languages.

However, I *am* looking into positions that will have me be assistants to people. I LOVE assisting people! It's what I do best! I like to make sure everyone's happy all the time and I can carry a helluva conversation with whomever! Also, I'm FREAKING BUBBLY AS FREAK. WHO WOULDN'T HIRE ME!?

I guess the funk also comes from my not advancing so much on my thesis. It's going, slowly but surely, I just wish I wrote faster and were able to be more eloquent than my stupid ESL-ass is at current point in time. I have a lot of social commitments, but then every once in a while I can't commit because I have the thesis, so I end up feeling as if I'm sacrificing both for nothing in return.

Anyways, hopefully everything will be figured out come December.